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Name: Nicki State: Oklahoma Birthday: 5/14/1986 Gender: Female
Interests: SINGING!...**GOD**...friends...trying to find my true love :) ...school... life...people...music, tons of music... worshiping God...suckers (tootsie pops)... Jack Johnson, Norah Jones, Michael Buble, Gavin DeGraw, Clay Aiken, Kimberly Locke, Alicia Keys, Greenday, Good Charlotte, Trapt, Godsmack, System of a Down, Disturbed, Papa Roach, and pretty much anything else they play on the buzz :) ... my tatoo... peoples eyes... teaching... silly phrases... homestarrunner.com... and my familia!
AND ALL MY XANGA BUDDIES:
too many to name now! Lol... i love you all! ;) Expertise: i'm not an expert at anything yet, because honestly... who's not gonna mess up? Just remember... experts built the Titanic, amateurs built the ark! ;) Occupation: Education/training Industry: Education/Research
Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: spifaliciousdiva MSN: godslittlenicki
Member Since:
9/29/2004
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| Wow! Where to start? These past couple weeks have been insane! I haven’t done anything really, but a lot’s happening…
It’s official, I’m no longer a member of New Life Christian Fellowship, the church I grew up in… the place I always called home… oh well, God’s always had a plan and I guess this is part of it… we’ll see where I end up J
I hope all of you are doing well… nobody that I’m subscribed to or that are subscribed to me ever comment anymore except Mr. Chris cuz he loves me J So I’d really like to hear from ya’ll and know how you’re doing
Things are changing… memories fading… friendships lost… new ones gained… I guess they call it summer and L.I.F.E. in general
<<Fall Out Boy>> is my new favorite band… seriously! I freakin love them!
I have so much in my head but no way to really get it out… I’m creating a new xanga due to the fact that mine is accessible to too many eyes that don’t need to read my mind anymore
So I guess if you’re still interested in my life and want me to be interested in yours, you’ll let me know and I’ll give you my new site
So, god_rox_my_sox is no longer in service L
I love you guys! And one final message,
No matter what’s goin on in your life, know that all things work for the good of those who love Him! And no matter what anyone says about you, thinks about you, or does to you… know that God knows your heart and everything you are… people are sheep | | |
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I'm just too far
from where you are I wanna come home
Let me go home I've had my run baby I'm done I gotta go home
Let me go home it'll all be alright I'll be home tonight I'm coming back home
I don’t do this xanga thing for anyone for me, just in case you were wondering. I don’t need your comments, your signatures in my guest book, or your subscriptions. This is the place I choose to let my feelings, thoughts, ideas, and emotions out. So if you don’t like what you see, I’m sorry. It’s just me… and my mind
I’ve been lost for so long now, and I believe it’s time for me to return. Too many doors open and not enough clarity or maturity to know which to go through. I just wish I could figure it out… in 3 weeks
New Mexico was amazing, and I am REALLY sorry to all of you I didn’t get to see while I was there. If I have it my way I’ll see you sooner than you think and for longer than you imagined
School in 3 weeks… anyone else excited? J
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| MORGAN THE GOLDEN IS HOME!!!! It's about dang time! :)
So the last entry was a flop... but that's ok... i still love ya'll!
Not much to say... too much goin on to sort it all out ya know?
Coco is moving to my uncles house... it's sad but definitely the right choice
So are ya lovin these one sentence things? So weird...
I'm leaving New Life I think... I just don't feel the same there anymore, maybe it's me, but maybe it's the church... who knows... I need to delve into it a little more and find my place whether its with New Life or somewhere else... I'm lost right now
College starts August 22!!!!!! Can't wait! Yay for those of you who are on Facebook... if you're not and you're in college, GET ON IT! www.thefacebook.com
Wil, you made a beautiful cake!
Mikalien, hang out tomorrow night at Aspen?
Garrett, you do the same?
Brooklyn, likewise?
We'll make it a group thang! ;)
I love you guys! Please comment.... I'll return the favor I bet
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| I'm copying my lil bro... how funny is that?! lol... hopefully sam will make my day by fillin this out! ;) lol... i love all you guys! even if you don't do this little survey.... have a wonderful weekend! :) and if you DO wanna fill this out, just copy it and past it in your comment box and type an X in the boxes you choose! :) love ya guys!
WOULD YOU...
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] dance with me? [_] make me breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] carress my body? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] say yes if i asked you out? [_] want to wear my clothes? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?
D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im hot? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE... [_] aquintences? [_] friends? [_] in a relationship? [_] gonna have kids?
AM i... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] cool? [_] loveable? [_] adorable? [_] compassionate? [_] annoying? [_] great to be with? [_] attractive? [_] mean? [_] odd?
HAVE Y0U EVER... [_] thought about me? [_] thought there might be an "us"? [_] thought about hookin up with me? [_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me? [_] wished i were there? [_] grabbed me? [_] had a crush on me? [_] wanted my number? [_] had a dream about me? [_] been distracted by me?
ARE Y0U... [_] done with this survey? [_] happy you know me? [_] mad at me? [_] thinkin bout me? [_] going to repost this so that i will return the fav? | | |
| Ok kids… it’s time for a serious entry… one that’s meant to make you think…
This week I’ve been noticing some pretty sad things… but we’ll look together and analyze… and you’ll comment and let me know what ya think! J
Close your eyes… picture every single person you know BUT only their personalities… no faces… do you see the personality you’re in love with? The one you hate? The one who’s your best friend? The one you admire? The ones you “hang” with?
Now picture faces… are they the same ones who match the personalities? Most likely they’re not… wanna know why? People are shallow… cold… and pretty superficial… not really on purpose though… which makes it worse
I just recently encountered a situation… a very attractive, very sweet, intelligent, funny, amazing guy came into my life… surprised me… and made me feel like a million bucks!!! It was like we’d known each other forever… amazing… but then, something changed that… a face to face encounter showed me everything I needed to know about him… or did it? His insides matched his outsides beautifully… I just wish mine would have… the look on his face said it all…
Another example, look at sites like xanga, Hi5, The Facebook, and Tagged… the better your picture, the more people start to im you or call you or email you, etc… all because they like what they see… but 9 outta 10 times, they’ll turn into the phony people you never wanna talk to again… or you’ll have nothing in common and it’ll suck… My lil bro’s site is full of girls saying “you’re so hott!” “I want you!” “you want me” and all that, but they (my brother and the girls) realize that there’s not a whole lot below that attractive surface… how sad!
Why do people do this? I understand the need for physical attraction in a relationship, without it it’s rather hard… but at the same time, I also know the value of falling for the personality alone… things can happen in an instant to shatter or build up that physical image of a person… people age, get in accidents, have cosmetic surgery, meet their goals, etc… so lets look at some good and not so good examples…
--Elizabeth Taylor...age
--Elvis Presley...drugs
--Catherine Bach (Daisy Duke)...age and gravity
--Anna Nicole Smith...'nough said! :)
Get my drift? People are gonna change…
I’m not saying this as a horrible unleashing of venom on people, but I just want people to start and open their eyes a little more to the important things… you could be missing out on the best thing that could ever happen to you
Ok I’m done… I love you all! And I promise I’ll be more cautious in this area too, God willing! J | | |
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